{this is nothing more then me getting some thing off my chest.}

My messed school career stared in middle school. In 7th grade I had a two class that stated to the world that I was dumb. English and math. My English class was mostly filling with dumb underachiever or smart ones, but I was the only one who could read at an advance high school level. So why was I there? I have read at the same6.0 - 13 since 5th grade yet I was stuck in there. Math was basically just a teacher who knew we were all going to fail. Then I entered 8th grade were I finally got the things the smart ones got like history, science, and a normal English class(math couldn't be saved)I was happy for once, but the moment I went to science I notice that all my classmate save the few who didn't drop out, were from my old English class. My soul was crushed. Then in English they kept moving class rooms until I was moved, I don't know way I was moved but I was put into yet another class of idiots. I felt like crying when a sentence that had 6th grade adjectives in it would make me the greatest sentence maker in class. And so I wonder that now that am in high school is the reason I crack under pressure in AP and Accelerated class is because I never was put into class of my grade level? Am i really stupid? I think I am.